This whole thing could become fuck up while time passes and it gets dark. Had you felt disappointed? Disappointed about you, your life, something, or even someone? Going through life could be a wasted of time. But meeting the feeling of disappointment could become the worse feeling ever. Along with a broken heart, the disappointment feeling could chance the way you see things and they way life moves itself around. But, before all this happens… you have expectations.
A fantasy you make, expectation. Where all chances could be posible. Expectations go hand to hand with twisted dreams and day dreaming. Between expectations and the disappointment feelings life live on a spectrum (happy tears/hard feelings take place). An expectation makes yourself see no darkness nor loveless, but just the amount of self-esteem to need to reach the stars and beyond. However, a single disappointment could destroy everything and it would make you feel like it’s a ever-lasting nightmare under daylight. It would rip your heart out. Terror, horror, and a point of no return. You wanna run? Escape the melodrama, right. Pray wouldn’t make things bette. Real life will make you say, “I don’t care,” but the truth is that you, your super ego, cares but it may be too late for your ego takes part… All because you damaged your surroundings believing into something you made up to feel so happy.
The feeling of seeing everything falling apart is addictive. Expectations born everyday and disappointments are born just to kill them.